yeah, i'm really not that pissed off about it now. i was really drunk last night, falling over, beating up inanimate objects drunk. i don't like the fact that they both lied about their interests in each other, and how she's led me on and all that crap. but i have no real right to be angry about it, we're all single and that's the way it works sometimes. when it comes down to it, the only *real* reason i'm angry is because i'm so fucking desperate for sex at the moment. needless to say, next time i get really drunk and angry though, i'll try and direct my energies in his direction.
and no, i have no real intentions of going back to my ex. i've written several sentences as to why, which i've then gone back and deleted, because nothing brief can begin to illustrate the massive levels of crazy or whoreishness that woman exhibited.