Everybody always has that someone they like, whether it be a crush on a celebrity or the next door neighbor you've never said a word to or even your best friend, when you get over one person, another is just going to take its place. Its human instinct.
Mine just IMed me the other morning and it was like a shot of morphine, I don't hear from her too much as she keeps herself rather busy, Im usually the one to say something. We talked for a good hour and a half, stayed up way longer than I should, then she had to go to class. But thats really as far as I am willing to push. No hanging up on the idea of possibilities, I get my moment of high and then press on. Things are really too perfect the way they are with the person right now. I'll see her whenever I'm in her neck of the woods, or say a hi every few weeks or so, but that'll be it. Just little spurts of excitement about her is all I really want. Besides, if some miracle did happen and we did hook up, she'd be the type of person I'd end up dropping everything for and no one would end up hearing from me for a long time because I'd fall so hard, and thats rather unhealthy. So I'm going to let cooler heads prevail and just live the small moments and that'll be it.
