I'm alive, I'm just spending far less time online lately. Life is extraordinarily busy, 50 hour work week and my girlfriend is living with me right now.
Sorry for not keeping in better touch, I just got really frustrated with being online and posting in online forums and I really needed the time away. I will probably not be posting a lot in the near future either, but I will be back eventually... I always migrate back to the internet when the real world starts sucking.
Thanks for the kind thoughts, nothing is wrong with my heart besides the cholesterol I keep feeding it with my shitty diet.
Anyway, it's my brother's wedding tomorrow so I have a million things left to do still... peace be unto you all.