My shift has been changing for work which isn't so bad. Its the graveyard shift and surpisingly I've been enjoying the training I've been going through. However right at this junction I have run out of my meds and I guess my sleeping pattern change along with that has completely thrown me into some sort of mind fuck. It's weird, I wake up and I want to do my usual thing, which is hang around here, relax and play video games, but then i get on and have no inclination to do anything I usually enjoy. And its frustrating me to no end because I had today off. Eventually I got around to playing Bioshock for quite sometime which was a pretty entertaining experience, and I was typing out my impressions and about halfway through I just couldn't finish. I don't know how to describe it, its just like my brain gave up trying to delve further into details. Anyway I blame it mostly on my lack of meds, sometimes I can cope with it if nothing changes like an non eventful day, but its really been a struggle this time, and trying to make things feel normal again and failing only leads to frustration and making it worse.
Anyway, its pretty damn late and I'm just gonna pass out, I barely had the effort into making this, but its the most I could participate into posting today.
