it's been a while since i've given an update on my situation and the boards are slow, so yeah...
well first off i'm being evicted from my current residence on the 29th of this month and i haven't got another place sorted out yet. i'm hopefully moving into a place with a couple of friends, but as usual, the paper work is a nightmare - and very unlikely to happen before i am homeless! i'll probably end up staying at my brothers for a bit, which is cool - he's got a pool table, so it's not a complete loss.
as for my current housemate, he's now been charged with multiple accounts of possessing indecent images and is awaiting a court date. it's going to crown court, which means he's almost certainly going to prison if he doesn't kill himself first. he's a complete idiot and i obviously have strong feelings about what he's done and how it's affected everyone around him - but i can't quite bring myself to hate the guy over it. i've known him for ten years and the overwhelming emotion is one of pity.
because of recent events, my soon to be ex-housemate's brother was staying round for a while. that was cool, he always had pot and tidied up the place once in a while - so yeah, no real worries there. one night he brought back one of his mates who'd just got out of prison and needed a place to kip for the night. i don't like to judge people based on one mistake and he seemed like a really nice guy, so i thought fuck it and said okay. that was fine, the problem was that he didn't leave. he stayed another night and then another. by this time it became apparent that he was dealing heroin to all the homeless types that live in my city. again, i thought, "fuck it", went up to london for three days and just hoped he'd be out by the time i got back. needless to say that he wasn't. throwing an ex-con heroin dealer out of my house is something i never thought i'd have to do. it didn't go well, words were said, i left the house and told my flatmate and his brother to sort it out. he now wants to kill me, and given his track record - i wouldn't class it as a completely idle threat.
since then, my best mates younger brother has been sleeping on our floor while he gets enough money together for a deposit on his own place. he's a bit of a junkie and him and my housemate have been doing quite a bit of heroin and other stuffs. a month or so ago, i got tempted and in the name of science i gave it a go. i don't know what the fuss is, it's really not that great and although it's on constant offer i haven't tried it since. i have been doing too much coke, mdma and pills though - just because it's always there. i think i'm at the stage now where i've had enough of that lifestyle - once i get out of here i really hope i can hammer the final nail in the coffin of this section of my life.
what else... oh yeah, got into a bit of a love triangle with my on again off again ex and one of her best mates. first time i've had girls bitch about each other and break down in tears over me. it feels soooooo good. also, i now know about the intricacies of fisting.
so yeah, i think that's it. still haven't got my stuff back from the police and am still not speaking to my dad. i'm just hoping the application for my new house goes through and that i can get a job soon!
anyway, feels good to get that all off my chest.
