Well, it isn't the painting isn't awesome. I really enjoy it. It's more difficult because it's one of those things I have a lot of trouble justifying in terms of my allotted time. There's just so much to do and painting always ends up falling low on the list of things, especially because it takes up so much time. That's why I love to do it with Sy, because I like seeing him anyway, and hanging out with him takes higher priority over a lot of other stuff, so then I can hang out with him *and* get some painting done, which makes me feel pretty productive.
But yeah... the writing thing is eating me alive right now. I just need to figure out how to better make things coexist in my life. What with the job that I can't stand more than anything else in the word, it seems like so little time is left to do the things I love to do. I fucking hate my job so much. If I could write for a living... man. I'd never feel I had to write more than whatever I did for the "job" and could then devote all other time to my wife and my pursuits. That would be so awesome.